信心被打击

My brother always said I’m傻婆when I wear a beautiful clothes or take a nice picture while he see it..
Maybe you all will think my brother just kidding..
But this kidding may be a hurt to me..

I still remember when I was studying form 4,we go 6 star hotel to eat..
That time I’m still young, don’t know how to make up myself..
And my mum bought a clothes to me, and ask me to wear it..
I felt quite nice while I wear the clothes..
And my sis saw me wear the clothes also said so nice..
That’s my first time heard my sis said nice wearing to me..
But my brother said me 傻婆 while my brother saw me wear the clothes..

did it look weird..?

I have no confidence from child..
Because my mum always said me stupid, stupid, stupid..
And everytime my mum said me stupid my heart will broken..

Sometimes I do my expert thing..
But in my parent side, my working is trashy and superabundance..

Oh no~
My heart was broken..
Finally my confidence was gone..
Now a day I become a non-confidence girl..